Currently reading: The Supernatural Power of a Transformed Mind, by Bill Johnson
Since my friend(s) want me to "update" my page, i should..... soO another weekend starts as october is about to end soon....so this week....my bro's b-day was on tuesday, oct. 18th. finally turning 21....u kno wat THAT means~  hahaha....man i can't wait til i turn 21....*sigh well, nywayz..... there r many birthday boys and gals in october, so i wanna say this to all the october bday-ers. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"~
Soo.... back to how my week was.... i would have to say it was very tough, but manageable week.... for some reason, i felt soO (physically, mentally, spiritually) weak. I felt the devil, satan was trying to humble me and just bring me down. What I learned from the book i am currently reading The Supernatural Power of a Transformed Mind by Bill Johnson, is that "we must repent and renew our minds" because "the mind is actually a powerful instrument of the Spirit of God". Satan can tempt us with many sinful things ..... i learned how we must be bold and transform our life and minds to be the sons and daughters of God. Anyway, after the worship yesterday, when Jayne Lee came up to the front and shared something, my heart stopped. That's because God was sending message to me. She shared how there is someone in the sanctuary who is having very difficult time, not only school related, but other many things that seems to be unending and she wants to pray for that particular person. I mean, there might be someone else, but I really believe that God was sending me message..... Too bad i didn't get to talk to her after, because i had to leave early....but i still called her cell....but she didn't pick up her phone...hopfully i will get a chance to talk to her on sunday....
Five (more like christian) songs that I currently like or have been listening to:
1. Cry in my heart, by Starfield: I basically listened and learned it today at praise team practice. It juss caught my ears. "The cry in my heart".... Juss by the title, i started to like this song. Haha it's funny because I tried to search for this song for really long time just to put it on my page...and now i found it and it is on....YAY~?! 
2. Held, by Natalie Grant: This song really captured me through Spirit 105.3 FM. I was like "Man......who sings it and what is it called?!" LoL it basically took me about 3-4 weeks to find about it... I heard this song, at least the lyrics, was written by a friend of Natalie Grant, when Natalie lost 2 of her loved ones..... I am not 100% sure if it is true, but what I know for 100% sure is that this song really encouraged and blessed me...
3. Take all of me, by Hillsong: There are many MANY great songs by Hillsong. This is one of them. Well, I like alot of their fast AND slow songs... But yea...i really like this song not just because the melody is good, but the lyrics is meaningful...I like the last part when it goes like "I love You so, and I give up my heart to say
I need You so, my everything" : )
4. Take you back, by Jeremy Camp: This song was when I got to know the song before how Jeremy Camp looked like.... I totally imagined him (by his voice) like blondish skinny guy....but like totally different....Yea it was pretty surprising... But nywayz, I really like this song. And also his voice. 8)
5. Now that You are near ('Look to you' albums)/ What the world will never take by Hillsong United: Hahaha.... I had to put these songs together just because of being same artist and fast songs AND few of my favorite fast/christian songs.... It just pumps me up to worship and thank God for this life.
NOW.... I tag all of the Federal Way Mission Church Youth Group members for this '5 songs that you currently like or have been listening to.', especially Praise team members...
Something I have randomly found online........ (hope y'all get encrouraged by this)
HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU! | 
All i can say as of rite now....is that i am juss speechless ...
) and keep me safe while i was running in the dark tonite with paul tomko....(MAN...it was soOO freaky!!! AND i had to run back to my house by myself....) I kno wat i can do from now on....always pray over something every time i write an entry.....short or long...good or bad..... so i can have a qt/diary/prayer time.... well folks.... i would LOVE to write more...and i actually could but im very exhausted from today's activity....so til the next time i write an entry.....PaYCE~ 
Nywayz... my life~ There has been alot of Up and downs, particularly this past year...Alot of Downs....but God is still good. Amen~? In any kind of situations, I will ALWAYS look up to the Lord for any type of emotions: rejoice, grief, resentment, etc. The reason why......